Julie Michelet
Isn’t it supposed to get easier? Being without you in my life for this long I thought so. I thought it was going to get easier. It doesn’t…. It hasn’t! It might even get a little harder Actually. Because as my life goes on without you, There are so many experiences and stories I wish I could share with you. Instead I find myself sitting alone and talking to you like you’re really there. I imagine you’re laughing. I remember phrases you used to say and I find myself saying them too! That makes me stop for a moment And I think of you. Sometimes it makes me smile and other it just makes me cry.
I wish you were here.
I have a little kitten named Maverick. He reminds me a little bit of baby boy and maybe that’s why I chose him without even realizing it.. You would absolutely love him.
I’m usually good but I think today I’m struggling a little daddy. I really hope you hear me when I talk to you. You were the absolute best.
