Mom, I wasn't sure what to do with your wrapped Christmas gifts... I'm sad you weren't around to be with me during the holidays. This would of been our first Christmas together in four years, your birthday too. Anthony and I miss you so much. Everyday, It's hard to think that life still goes on... still have to get up, take a shower, go to work, cook, clean. I wish i could sleep forever. Cynthia gave me some really good advice on how to find closure. I just hope you forgive me for me not insisting on helping you the night you passed away. You said you didn't want any help, and I wish i would of looked passed what you said and just stayed by your side till you were better. I Love You Mom. You will always be in my heart and soul. -Destiny