Nathan, I miss your big beautiful blue eyes, the freckles on your face, your laugh when you were having fun and when you were up to no good. I miss your hugs, I miss waking you up and kissing you good night. I miss racing to Kate's room in the morning to see who could wake her up first. I miss baseball & the sound of the basketball in the backyard. I miss the frustrating nights of homework and studying. I miss your text when you were in your room and I was in mine & you were just saying "hello, I love you mom". I miss you getting up at the crack of dawn and waking us up. I miss the way you would look at Kate, like a big brother should. I miss your smile. I miss the way no one knew me quite the way you do!! Most of all baby, I miss YOU! Not sure how I am going to get thru this, not sure how our family will move on. But I do know, that you will forever be in my heart, my thoughts, and my dreams. Forever you and me baby!! I love you!!