I don't believe there is anyone in my life that has had such a profound effect upon it. You and I had and will always have a special bond that no one can undo (not even us - regardless of what we do). You are, by far, the person who I will love the most. There is no doubt that what I felt, feel and will feel for you is true love. You will always be in my heart. I am so sad that writing this is very difficult, but I am glad you are no longer suffering. I have many more things to say but I am limited in this memorial so I will tell you in my thoughts and prayers every night. You are in my thoughts and heart until the day I die. I love you. Looking at your picture makes me smile and cry at the same time, but I know you would not want me to cry (being the tough chick that you are and always have been- but I am sorry, I have to!!! can't control the emotion -love you to much). I told your dad this and I will tell you "if I could have taken your place I would have so that you would not have suffered" - I am sorry I could not. - and you know I hate shots darling :) - but I would have endured them for you!!! See you later baby. I love you forever. Sam