Daddy, as the days go by it hasn't gotten easier knowing that you're gone. The truth is I'm quite angry. I'm not sure who or what I'm mad with. I know this guest book for your obituary will be going offline tomorrow & I'm upset with that. I don't want anything with you to go away. I'd give Anything to just have 5 more minutes with you...to tell you I love you, admire you & aspire to be more like you. I want to know if you're proud of me, disappointed with me...I just have so many questions to ask you & I get angry not having any answers. I can understand why God wants you with him in heaven...I only wish God would have "rescheduled'" for some other time. I wish I were not so selfish, but when I see the words "in loving memory" & your picture with it, well I find it confusing & then the anger comes....why you?...why so soon? I know acceptance doesn't mean I have to like it & I have asked God for his forgiveness. Daddy, you were my angel in life & you are my angel still. I look forward to the day when we can reunite in heaven. Until then I'm comforted that you are in the presence of Him! Give granddaddy & grandmother & granddaddy & memaw a big hug from me! I love you my Daddy!