Herb I miss you more with each passing day. I was used to not getting to see you every day. Forever is something I never thought to expect. I thought I had a lifetime to share with you. I still see you giving me that crooked smile and telling me, you loved me.
I would give everything to be in your arms. I long to kiss your soft lips and look into your eyes. It is all a dream; please let it be, You cannot be gone.
I still hear your voice. I can clearly see you standing there. I can feel your hand in mine; it's warm. God, please let it be a dream. You can't be gone.
I wake up at night crying. Calling your name and reach for you. Then I remember, God please I beg let this be a dream. You can't be gone.
I see you; laying on that cold table. Your face pale and no longer full of life, I kissed your cold lip, my heart drops to the ground and shatters. My tears spill over my eyes like a river onto you face. It is not a dream. You're really are gone. My chest tightens and I cannot breathe. This was no dream. You're really are gone.
You were my soul mate, my life, the one who completed me. I am so lost without you. I cherish all the special moments that we shared. I still look for you, I still feel your spirit, I will miss you forever.
I love you Herb.