Janet Mattingly
It’s been 18 years. We miss you. I never got to hold you or connect with you. I’m so very sorry. I’m regret not just closing down my business and coming. Unfortunately I just assumed that you would have been here. I was wrong. Kaylee I never stop thinking about you. It’s hard to when I work with disabled client named Very close to your name. I said I would never work with children again. I feel you put her in my path. Kalynn Lee is turning 19. I’ve been with her for 16 yrs. She was 3. Kaylee I was the only one she came to. Did you do this? Now she depends on me constantly. But you know this. I know you may think how could I love you and miss you never meeting you. Kaylee I do. I made a lot of bad choices. But you know my heart and you know that I know you’re right with your mom and siblings. Especially your mom. I talked to her yesterday and she said she smells you. That beautiful baby smell. She knows you keep her safe and show her your there. Tomorrow is going to be hard on them especially your mom. I know that you will watch over her. Keep her safe please. I’m not so worried knowing that your right there with her and Jesus. Well you have a lot of our family there with you. I hope you keep being right beside her. She needs you to guide her and protect her. Sweetie it’s hard to believe that you will be 18 years old. I will see you one day and I may never stop hugging you to make up for 18 years. I know your happy. I wish you could tell us what heaven is like. I can’t imagine and I’m hoping that I make it there. I love you sweetheart.
